HAPPY BIRTHDAY TyaN佃!!!!!!

aiyoyo..
我发现我跟佃的合照很稀少ler~
每次出去只顾玩都忘了要拍照~~~~

2009年 7 月31 日

生日快乐阿tyan！
冷笑话的queen~~
heheeeheee
我很开心~
我的诺言成真了。。
以前的我啊
每次ho都是倒数第一个祝福她们的~
有时还等到他们生日当天晚上才sms。。
hahaaaa~
所以这次要改变了。
妮和佃我都是第一个了~
总算弥补了以前的不细心....

希望能尽快遇到佃&HIPS member庆祝一下~

因为现在工作了。。
要跟他们见面好像难料。
haih。。怎么办好。。
愿大家能找到互相配合的空档见面la~~~~ =)


之前想写关于工作的咚咚。。
这几天忙到根本没空闲没心情写blog

可是老死党的特别重要日子一定要写啦!

祝泳佃 傻傻可爱
身体健康
每天都在笑
成熟稳重

+生日快乐+

我爱你！

mangomango

tadaaaaa..i always thought my papa precious mango tree will hardly ever grow any mangoes..only tasted 2 or 3 in my memory.reali niceee =) now it grows again...see so many mangoes! waahahahaa~



i found a job...general clerk..been through sooooo many interviews..
i always said the truth.that i cn only work till october.
and whenever i said that, their face sure changed. and they will talk less.
and said byebye with assurance that they will call me..but never.
due to this, i felt so upset.and my maa even more unhappy.
made me always think y cnt i lie?!

today interviewed 2 jobs.
1st one, she explained damn much to me..
about allowance, she dy assumed im working for permanent.
after i explained to her. gosh her faceeee so pale after knowing that i could only work temporarily..

then another interview,
heheee she oso alittle flew away after i said i will further my studies.
and she said there will have another one who will interview for the job.
woo i wonder did the person come? or else, how would i receive the call telling me that i can work in their company...
as i stated i only worked till october, she said salary oso lower lor..
salary is only abit higher than the account trainee.
and my papa dislike it.
but i accepted.
since job is hard to find..
the main thing is,
the woman is nicee =)
she is demure, gentle..
soo then i cn work with better mood..
not like the 1st time.

if i really work for this two months,
that means i cnt meet my ns friends le..
ahsan ahting..
they are not free on sat and sun.
haixxx..sad.

i hope this job can last laa...




met with viola the gang last friday...
1st time i went out during my holidays..haahaa~
ntg special..i juz rmb we walked and walked.lol

when can i meet qi tyan nny ler?

ohohhh..
i registered my course.
degree in accounting & finance.
and i find it hard to accept the fees for the 1st sem.
damn hell expensive.haix..my papa so pity.
i reali think mmu is more suitable.nearer and cheaper and beautiful.hahaa

hate the holiday..

hmm..just checked my results..
quite shocked..
the results was same as sem1..
3HD and 1D
my english got a D.
feel very grateful.
especially for accounting.
coz i did so bad in final..probably was the the other 50% of the marks helped me alot.
the midterm,the assignments..=)
english tooo..i thought i will get a credit..
overall, i am really satisfied!

and this holiday sucks.
maybe study is better..
i made my mummy sad,upset again.
haixx.

i will only bring the troubles to this family.
never happiness to them.
thinking back,
i never done any good deed for them.
but only upset all of them.

sometimes,
i reali feel that i should not exist.
coz i only bring troubles.

it has been one week = 7 days

Deng Deng~~~~
i renew my blogskin le...
niceee? heheeee
spent my whole day editing it lor...
happy with it =D

i had my holiday for a week dy..
now still troubling with jobs..
no one want to hire temporary workers, they want permanent..
i still have the laziness to find jobs..no intention at all..
my mum very无奈..
haahaaa~
lalaaaa..
overall.
though till now still hvnt meet my beloved friends,
i still enjoy my precious holiday by being at home.whoahaha!!!!

work and quit

sad to say this..
today was my 1st time doing a job.
as an account trainee.
but..i quit le.tomoro wont go..

mama said i was unlucky..
this company was a damn small accounting firm..
and i saw only 2ppl.one is boss(the auntie),another is a worker(a lady).
i had a bad day bcs of the boss..
ooo she is really scary.
when i juz sitting there,
they gv me a box of cheque books and wanted me to calculate the total.
got a page, i found that the amount is wrong then i asked the lady beside me.
the auntie approached me and asked me not to do the cheque books.
she said the lady has no time to entertain,to answer me.
" we have no time for this girl, teach her thg" that's what she said.
but she passed me a tougher job.
she threw me a bills..Ban Hen Trading - i saw all the invoices,receipts,cash sales,bank statement...of all sorts of companies.
first she told me to organize them into different companies.
then she said 加起来！红单白单分开。。
add add add...
facing all the messy thgs on the table..
i had totally no clue..
i simply added..
when i wan approach auntie,
"不要过来，我很忙"
the lady beside me was also busy, and i clearly know that i cnt ask her..
bcs i knew the auntie didnt wan me to disturb her.
the whole 8 hours today.
i confusing myself with all the bills.
actuali it was an easy task. but i never deal this kind of task before..and i cnt ask..
i really wondered why would she hire me.
since she was so busy and there is no one to guide me.
but maybe this is reality?
even u don't know how to deal, but u still have to deal. =(

at night finally i told my mama papa all the thgs i had experienced.
they thought the auntie oso no time for me.
i basically cant learn anythg. and cant help the auntie..
therefore, i decided not to work for the accounting firm le.
they dun need me. i m juz a trouble for them.

haixxx. i wonder..if every company is like this?
have to find another job le.
i must find a job which a supervisor can guide me..
then maybe i wont be so confused ba.
wish me luck.


now i realise how hard a work can be.
lowpay, scolding, confused

我的死期在明天

tomorrow will be the hell of my life.
8 july 2009 - 30 september 2009.
damn it
f it.

这一年

恩~我没去那个interview。
因为没起来。。
结果是，
换来mami一张臭脸。
“我不要跟你讲话”
这么冷冷的一句。
其实我知道的。。
我知道他不要每天看到我在家无所事事。
可是人家才刚刚回家ma。不想将快就去找工作。
不懂怎么办好。。。

不知为何，回到家我变得更懒。。
blog都懒得写了。。哈哈~~
好啦这次是想写关于我的business foundation。
过的这一年。。
2008 july 19 till 2009 july 3

记得第一次来到那个地方我的心情只有一个字能形容。

怕

恐慌。。
我是个很难适应新环境的人。
我讨厌认识新的人，新的地方。。
我不喜欢那种感觉，很有压力，面对一切陌生人。。
真的很辛苦。
慢热ba？还是自闭。。

但是人终究还是会适应的拉~
只能说经历了不少事。。
不愉快的开心的都有~~
复杂。
明白不是每个人都那么简单。
我还是不明白为什么有些人就是喜欢在背后重伤他人。
而且明明就是朋友，而且那些重伤的话都不属实。
真的那么好玩吗？
在这个人面前就说另一个人的坏话
在另一个人的面前就说这个人的坏话
当被我们发现了，就否认。
为什么不承认。
如果真的不喜欢，为什么还要装呢？
我就是不明白。
为什么简单的事情就要弄得复杂？
老实说，我真的不喜欢那样。
过的蛮辛苦。说人坏话或被说坏话我都不喜欢。
好像人一来到college就一定会发生那种事，
我朋友也一样有遇过倒霉的事。
中学生活永远都是最单纯的，最简单的。
根本就不需烦恼那么多~
人都是不同的吧。
我看清了。
但很庆幸的是
我还是又遇到几位好朋友。。
虽然不是知己。。
但能遇到他们真的很不错 嘿嘿~~

然后真的拍了很多照片咯~~
美好的回忆还是有的拉~~~~~~

我记得开始时。。
我们是八个人
那时候真的很好
大家一起疯一起闹。
但是那种友谊真的就维持了那么一下子。
一切都变了。
到最后都变成了四个人了。
真正好的那种。。

在这里有三位我最好的朋友吧~

首先这一位

她不是tbs的~跟我同姓！林书敏。
绰号=momo
他是我的roommate。
哈终于找回我跟他第一次拍的照照~
erm只能说有时也会不爽他的。。
因为常常跟他吵吵闹闹意见不同~
可是我的不爽总是只维持了几分钟就消了~
笑了。
因为她太好笑了。
她hor，临时想做什么真的会做，spontaneous。
他是我第一个一起接连看两部电影的人~哈！
他是一个对谁都很关心的人。。
他很简单。
从不会惹事生非。。
很单纯。。很像小孩子。
不过有时候也很像大人的wo
正经起来还蛮成熟的。会吓倒~
她很固执一下的。。哈哈~
虽然我们真的很容易争吵。。
可是我喜欢跟他相处拉~因为她很真。
还有蟑螂的头号敌人非他莫属。
除了他，我们全部都很怕蟑螂。
所以她是我们hostel的救星。我们的英雄阿！哈哈~~



这两位ler。。
当然就是我在college的死党了。。
都是跟他们腻在一起的~
上面的那位叫viola
下面的那位叫燕雯。
他们常常都穿一样款的衣服~~
审美观都一样。
所以我每次都会跟他们起冲突~~lolz
但是还是很合得来拉~~
其实这两个人还是不一样的。

先说chloe吧~就是燕雯
他是个什么都要完美的人~~
他真的很勤劳的。很会做事的人！很懂事~

这一个特点跟我很相反。
因为我真的很懒很随性，什么事都是等到要到了才决定。
所以hor每次有meeting我一定会迟到。
让他们很pekcek。pekcek到~~~~~~~
真的很抱歉拉。只能这么说~~哈哈~
但是跟他们合作真的很不错！
chloe呢
我们办事的特点虽然很不同。
但有时跟他谈心事的时候，（不谈正事）
我跟他会比较相同吧。。
跟他从来没有吵过架的。。
没有不合过。
因为我们都是同一类的人吧。。
比较不喜欢有争执。比较保守。
可能因为我们的爸爸都很像吧~哈哈！
然后他很怕壁虎！！
我发现金牛座的女人都很怕壁虎！
penny就是个例子~
这个chloe怕壁虎怕到要拿雨伞来遮！！
在家里wo！因为那只壁虎在他上方。。
haa~~我实在是觉得超好笑的拉！！
然而，他是我最钦佩的人~
他以后一定是个很强的女强人。
相信不只是我，还有很多仰慕他的人~

下一位就是viola！
我的同乡~~~~~~~~~
够朋友。他真的很够朋友的。
我记得那时她一知道我也是jb人。
他就很照顾我~
特地找椅子给我让我坐在他们旁边~
真的很感谢~不然那时候我真的会没有朋友~哈哈~
其实想说的我都写在给他的卡了咯~~
他很活泼容易high~他和chloe都是那种笑到会哭的人~
这点让我很羡慕。我好像没有笑到会哭的经验~很少。
他是个有很多节目的人wor~
我想除了momo，我跟她出去很多次。应该是最多次的~
还有,很不好惹~
她如果不开心，其实很容易看得出来~
他不会掩饰。
如果你得罪她hor。你真的会很惨~
有时我也有跟他意见不合的时候~
尤其是assignment的方面。
有时阿他说的话真的会蛮狠的~所以我会怕怕~
有时我也会不爽她的。。因为她很直的~
吵架是不会吵赢她的~
可是他的好真的远远超越了有时的不合。
所以我不会因为这样而不喜欢他，
因为我们是好朋友！
对了跟他一起阿天下事我们都会知道。
他实在太厉害收集资料了。。
几乎什么八卦都懂~
所以跟他在一起根本有无止境的话聊阿~~~
义气，我会用这个字形容她~




我们三个最相同的共同点就是
我们很爱唱k！！
最享受的活动就是唱k~
还有，
当我们三个在一起的时候，
聊起天还真不是盖的。真的可以聊很多~~
女人话题~=D
所以他们会是我foundation美好的回忆。
最好的伙伴。
以后阿~
都没有他们的陪伴了。。
真的很沮丧~
要找到这样的朋友真的不容易的~
有话聊的。可以一起疯的。
不过最后跟他们一起的moment。
写下了完美的句点~
只可惜那天我的可怜手机没电！
拍超少超少照片的拉！
三个人好好一起拍的照片都没有呢。

然后阿这个sem3
也发生了让我很惊讶的事啦。哈。
世事真的很难预料！
总而来说呢。
我的这一年foundation还是过得很不错。
虽然homesick了满多次~
但真的学会怎么独立怎么坚强。

还有大家，
想告诉你们减肥很容易wor！
我在sem3
变轻了。
我根本不想这样。
但一回来jb
量量体重，我竟然轻了4kg
原因是sem3我都没吃什么晚餐。
都吃maggi mi，米粉汤，因为都没出去吃。
我知道很不健康拉。不过这样真的会瘦。
本人还是比较想念以前大吃大喝的我。
那样才是最开心的。


sem1应该是最开心的时候吧~比较轻松~sem1前半段~哈~~那时我们都一直一起玩~

我们第一张照片。

我们去云顶的时候~~~本来只有我和其他住在hostel的人，
后来意外看到其他三位。不过那天好像也是发生了一些不愉快的事eh~

生日~~~
我是第一位~~hehe

卿沛

chloe

viola~我觉得这张最美！他的蛋糕也是最美的wo~因为是我们选的~lolguantee

yeng

接下来就是种种回忆咯~从sem1到sem3的一些照片

班照~3.2~~n_n

twin tower.



会很想念这一年吧~
大家都走不一样的路了
以后的路会过得更艰难
希望大家都过得好好阿!
一起加油咯~

work work work. =(

since the day i cm bk, which was yesterday.
when i juz step in the car, my papa kept mentioning about working.
then reached home.
alamak betul!
my mummy oredi find one, and want me to interview tomorrow.
waseh wei.
i juz come bk eh.
seriously i m so shocked,
i dunno mum is actually the one who's so desperate.
i always thought i can at least enjoy my one month holiday 1st.
go find friends, enjoy, rot at home.
but.
it's vice verse.
just quarreled with my mum. bcs i dun wan to interview laaaa.
but seeing her being so disappointed,
i decided. haixxx....
tomorrow 11am.walao.
duno cn wake up ont?!!

if i reali get the job,
i got to work for 3 months.
no holiday at all.
i wanna cry........
gosh.god. =(

graduated from foundation=))))))))

kkk
i think i should get over it le.
cnt score well also forget it le la...
it's oredi the past rite~~~~~~

haaa
yeah
i finally graduated
from my foundation.
struggling for one year..
dealing with so many assignments and presentations...

and i have 2months++ holiday to enjoy~
yeahooooo~~
but seem like my parents wan me to get a job.
but at least let me enjoy a month of holiday la!!
it's better if i dun hv to find any job!
waahahahahaaa~~


yeah
lixuan is free from now.
she can meet her best friends soon.......
=D
she can drink her FAVOURITE POTATO SOUP!!
she can eat homecook food instead of maggi mi and rotten eggs!!!!
she can spend her time watching tv all the days with her family!!!!
she can sleep for long long hours without having to wake up early in the morning!!!!!!!
she can relax at her HOME.
that's the BEST thing of all!!!!!

yeahooooo =)=)=)

=((((((((((((((((((((((((

i did badly on my last subject - accounting.
i wanna die le laaaaa...

i messed up the year.
2008 i mistook as 2009
2009 mistook as 2008
for some accounts.
and that'y i cnt even get the balanceeeeeee. =(

suck man!!!!!
supposed to be happy.
but i feel so miserable!!!!

i aim for hd for this subject.
but i m sureeee i can only get a D le.
i wan HD HD HD

accounting is my life.
=(((((((((((((((
my future is vanished.


but finally,
my final ends!
with

a

miserable

horrible

scary

memory.