Papa Happy Birthday!

25th April
my beloved papa birthday
:)
called him and sang happy birthday song
how i miss him.
sometimes i just cried when i think of him.
thinking to go bk during study week,
will stop having class after this wednesday.
maybe going bk i hv more motivation to study,
but might also be lazy and rotten staying home.

i wish my papa stay healthy always.ping ping an an.
my every year wish for him :)
love my papa!

he has always been worrying me this degree 2nd year.
:(
and i did disappoint him,aiks.
that time when i knew my audit assignment result,
all i did was just cried and cried.
WHY I CRIED?
not bcs me myself, i mean im sad but thats not the reason leading my unstoppable tears.
its bcs i really felt shameful, felt terribly guilty to tell him my result.
i disappoint him,
i decided not to immediately inform him bout the mark,its like a week after only i told him.
but i kept saying many people also get this range of result.
he asked me to work harder.
no matter wat result i get, high or low, papa will always say:
Work hard
:)

im extremely worried for my coming finals :(
aim for at least pass for the exam.
NO FAILS.
i once promise you i will try my very best for studies.
the best means - to get higher achievement.
but now, i think its nearly impossible.
still, i will try my very best to PASS

I LOVE YOU,
my forever lengzai papa