emotional..

i feeling vexed..
sometimes,
feel that life is so bored,hard,meaningless.
..
feel that life is full of hope.

sometimes,
i am so optimistic,very strong.
all the things seem perfect.
..
i am so pessimistic,very weak.
cant get over for every matter that hurts me.

and now,
i feeling
unknown..
just like at the middle of the ocean.

maybe this is called,
emotional?

human,
have kind of views in different conditions.
i guess,
and for sure.

i am not too sure what am i doing now.

have a complicated mind right now.