LiSTeN to Your Heart - be happy with it

today had my English class...
during the class,forgot how the tutor-miss alina ended up talking about life..
she reminded us don't choose the thing that you will regret..
truthfully, many students choose business because business course assumes a JOB.
No doubt,it is the reason i'm choosing this course.
she said choose what you really like, or else someday you will regret and it is too late for you to turn back.

LISTEN TO YOUR HEART.

this quote stunned me!
because during the consideration of which course should i choose,
i m often confused between the reality & dream.
i wished to take psychology,animation,music,zoology.. and these courses are being rejected in the reality - no jobs guarantee.
i quarreled and argued with my whole family, insisting that it's about choosing the course i like,but not about the reality wants..
due to the reality circumstances, at last, i surrendered and i decided to study business and ultimately major in accounting and finance & ACCA.

and i thought every adults thought the same way as my parents.. -adapt to the reality.
but after listening the story of my English tutor, i realised it.
i can sense that she is regret for teaching, i mean this is not what she really wants..
and she said that,
choose yourself,whether you want the
Life to be Easy
or
Life is Meaningful.

anyway, i think i m not really regret for choosing this course,
because thinking logically,
like Animation, i suck in drawing, all the thgs i draw look Alien.. studying this course,there will be alot of drawings in the assignments..
for Music,ya i like it but what can i do in the future, i dun really like to perform and being a piano teacher is really tough,because they are tooooo many.
Psychology, i m interested but i m not an expert in counselling people!
Zoology, basically there is too limited place for exploring the mystery in Malaysia..hahaa

i realised all this when i started my business foundation, because i think.
but seriously, how i know whether i can endure all the tough task if i aint trying at all? who knows, maybe i could really cope very well with the course that seems impossible for me?
when you pursue your dream, u basically wont think of all the difficulties but you strike for it,and this kind of people is quite rare in this realistic world.. and i m not the one anymore.

soo anyhow, i wont be sigh for taking business course,
i can still pursue my dream..
earning enough money,
i can rear doggies! -labrador,huskey,golden retriever......
and i get to buy the thing i love - a grand white piano, a lovely keyboard,a violin, manymany musical instruments.
i can afford to travel all around the world - japan korea taiwan egypt greece
volunteering for spca - i hope i can find some friends who also love doggies ^^



and there are still many things i can do, the things i love =)
ohyeah, if i really become an accountant, it actually fulfils a dream of my dad - he wished to be an accountant~~
honestly, people who are damn死板,boring,do not socialize like ME suits with career like accountant gua,hahaa..so this job somehow suits me and it is good!

this is how i alter my mind to be HAPPY =)

I m going to live my life easy & meaningful.


woosh, i m being soo emotional!hahaaa~